Monday, November 5, 2012

Carried away with emotions

Hmm, how do I start?

*SIGH*

I just want to express this feeling right now.

My parents and I just argued regarding my job. From the start, I just wanted to gain experience to become a competent nurse someday since it's just recent when I graduated and passed the board exam. And since I volunteered to be in that clinic, of course salary was just limited. I'm not saying that my parents required me to help them financially, they just wanted me to have a stable job for me to supply my personal needs without their help, it's just that I feel pressured whenever they open up about finding a more "stable" job. I also felt like they're not giving me a chance to explore my profession (being a nurse) and they wanted me to enter the world of reality (pressure, stress, etc.) right away. But I know, I'm just carried away with my emotions that's why I'm acting like I'm misunderstood by my own parents.

Well, through time, I know this feeling will pass by. I just want to help myself regain from being hurt through expressing it through blog. I love my parents and I know they also feel the same way more than I do, and all they want is the best for us. And now I understand why they want  me to have a stable job.