Life is ironic.

Life is so ironic, isn’t it?

The ones we love, ignores us and the ones we doesn’t love, loves us. - A logical statement that no one can answer. 

*sigh* bakit ganun? 

Let’s look at both sides: Hindi naman naten pwedeng pilitin yung taong mahal naten to love us back, they have their own feelings in the first place, and kung mapipilitan lang sila, tayo lang yung masaya, pero sila, hindi. And at the end, tayo lang yung masasaktan. :”( Hindi din naman naten pwedeng pilitin yung sarili naten na mahalin yung taong nagmamahal saten, unfair naman yun sa part nila kase napipilitan lang tayo na mahalin sila and at the same time unfair din yun sa part naten kase nakakapagpasaya nga tayo pero tayo mismo, hindi naman masaya. :( kase hindi naman wholeheartedly yung pagmamahal na yun. And at the end, makakasakit lang tayo. :|

Both situations have the same ends, it’s either tayo ang masasaktan or makakasakit tayo ng iba. Of course, we don’t want both to happen. So it’s better kung wag na lang naten ipilit ang isang bigay. Sabe nga sa quote, “If two people are really meant to be together, they will find their ways back to each other.” and if not, we can find someone better.

I ain't searching, I'm just waiting for the right time.

I remember when I said to myself that after the board exam, I can now open my heart/self wholly into love matters/relationships, besides I’m on the right age and already pursued my studies, and I know that Dad would now allow me to. Hence, love would not be a burden anymore, unlike when I was still a student wherein I should prioritize and focus on my studies which I consider very significant. 

As of now, I’m not searching for it, I know that love will find my way, in God’s perfect plan and time, All I have to do is take one step at a time, likewisethere’s no need to rush! :)